Inima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, pl\u0103m\u00e2nii r\u0103m\u00e2neau f\u0103r\u0103 aer.
\nInima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, s\u00e2ngele \u00eemi inunda tot corpul.
\nInima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, ochii mi se roteau haotic.
\nInima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, picioarele \u00eemi \u00eengenunchiau.<\/p>\n
\u015ei \u0163inta era at\u00e2t de aproape. La exact 50 de metri.<\/p>\n
Ce folos ? O vedeam, dar \u00een cea\u0163\u0103. Nu puteam s\u0103 m\u0103 mi\u015fc spre ea, nu puteam s\u0103 respir, nu puteam s\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc. De\u015fi s\u00e2ngele pulsa \u00een mine \u015fi m\u0103 sim\u0163eam mai viu ca niciodat\u0103, nu reu\u015feam s\u0103-mi coordonez resursele – inexistente. \u015ei to\u0163i \u00een jurul meu urlau: respir\u0103, mi\u015fc\u0103-te, prive\u015fte, concentreaz\u0103-te \u2026<\/p>\n
Aproape \u00een fiecare sear\u0103 ocolesc \u00een pas alerg\u0103tor un cvartal de case din cartierul \u00een care locuiesc. Le ocolesc de mai multe ori, pentru a-mi des\u0103v\u00e2r\u015fi condi\u0163ia fizic\u0103, \u00een acela\u015fi timp s\u0103v\u00e2r\u015findu-mi condi\u0163ia spiritual\u0103.
\n\u00cencep \u00eentr-un ritm sus\u0163inut, pentru a-l putea reduce \u00een timp. Prima latur\u0103 a dreptunghiului e \u00eentr-o u\u015foar\u0103 pant\u0103, plutesc; urmeaz\u0103 o zon\u0103 de plat, \u00eenc\u0103 sunt deasupra umbrei mele; \u00eencepe rampa \u015fi deja \u00eemi amintesc un lucru … am 2 picioare … care \u00eenca m\u0103 ascult\u0103; se termin\u0103 dreptunghiul … \u00eemi aduc aminte c\u0103 am \u015fi pl\u0103m\u00e2ni … \u015fi prieteni fum\u0103tori. Se termin\u0103 dreptunghiul. Se termin\u0103 amintirile. \u00cencepe alt dreptunghi. Nu mai v\u0103d nici o amintire, v\u0103d doar o cea\u0163\u0103 deas\u0103 prin care m\u0103 zbat s\u0103 r\u0103zbat. \u015ei alerg … \u015fi z\u00e2mbesc … \u015fi m\u0103 pierd \u00een cea\u0163\u0103. \u015ei revin \u00een fa\u0163a liniei de start\/sosire cu un prieten bun al\u0103turi.
\nEste uimitor c\u00e2t de mul\u0163i \u201cprieteni\u201d \u00ee\u0163i po\u0163i face c\u00e2nd e\u015fti \u00eenv\u0103luit \u00een cea\u0163\u0103. Este uimitor c\u00e2te idealuri eronat atribuite \u015fi reprezentate de ace\u015fti prieteni \u201cbuni\u201d cu care te treze\u015fti al\u0103turi te motiveaz\u0103. De ce ? Pentru c\u0103 \u015fi ceilal\u0163i, cei pe care \u00eei crezi prieteni, sunt \u00eence\u0163o\u015fa\u0163i, se ascund, mint, fug, g\u00e2f\u00e2ie, transpir\u0103 … dar din alte motive \u015fi pentru alte scopuri, alte idealuri, limitate, josnice \u015fi calice. \u015ei c\u00e2nd ie\u015fi din cea\u0163\u0103 cu acel \u201cprieten\u201d l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine, \u0163i-ai dori s\u0103 fi v\u0103zut mai bine.
\nNu voi putea vedea mai bine \u00een cea\u0163\u0103, dar cu siguran\u0163\u0103 voi putea s\u0103-mi aleg drumul care s\u0103 o ocoleasc\u0103.
\nA\u015fadar, 2 dreptunghiuri t\u0103iate pe laturi, dup\u0103 care … poate un ceai fierbinte, poate un du\u015f rece, poate o r\u0103t\u0103cire, poate o reg\u0103sire. P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd, \u00eentre o l\u0103m\u00e2i\u0163\u0103 \u015fi o roz\u0103, pe latura br\u00e2ndu\u015fei, cam pe unde \u00eemi aduceam aminte c\u0103 am \u015fi pl\u0103m\u00e2ni, \u00eenflori o libr\u0103rie. \u00cen primele mele alerg\u0103ri prin dreptul coper\u0163ilor misterioase, nu am remarcat acea aur\u0103 … Nici \u00een urm\u0103toarele.
\nP\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi, c\u00e2nd am intrat, respir\u00e2nd sacadat, \u00een acel spa\u0163iu f\u0103r\u0103 timp. \u00cencercam
\ns\u0103 g\u0103sesc o justificare pentru care m\u0103 aflam acolo. \u015ei am descoperit-o. Pe ea (despre care voi scrie dup\u0103 ce \u00ee\u015fi va da jos masca).
\nIar din acel moment, oric\u00e2t de greu mi-a fost \u015fi oric\u00e2t de greu \u00eemi va fi, am f\u0103cut \u015fi voi face un popas pentru a-mi atinge \u0163inta. \u015ei ea m\u0103 va ajuta, sau dimpotriv\u0103. Al\u0163ii vor fi mai rapizi ca mine, vor fi mai bine plasa\u0163i. Iar eu voi \u00eencerca s\u0103-mi coordonez \u015fi s\u0103-mi dozez resursele strategic. \u00cen a\u015fa fel \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 mai pot ocoli \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 acel cvartal de case. \u015ei \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Imagineaz\u0103-\u0163i c\u0103 schiezi cu vitez\u0103 maxim\u0103. Cu vitez\u0103 maxim\u0103 \u015fi cu o pu\u015fc\u0103 \u00een spate. Adaugi aceast\u0103 povestire cu toat\u0103 st\u00e2ng\u0103cia ei, cu toat\u0103 profunzimea ei. Atunci c\u00e2nd e\u015fti la limita fizic\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 ajungi la apogeul concentr\u0103rii, pentru a atinge cele 5 \u0163inte aflate la o distan\u0163\u0103 de 50 de metri. \u015ei c\u00e2nd crezi c\u0103 s-a terminat, trebuie s\u0103 dep\u0103\u015fe\u015fti acea limit\u0103, fizic\u0103 \u015fi mental\u0103.<\/p>\n
Sunt c\u00e2teva idei bune pe care le-am atins, dar e cam g\u00e2f\u00e2it\u0103 scrierea. Ca \u015fi mine, dealtfel.
\nPromit s\u0103 le aprofundez \u015fi s\u0103 le dezvolt. Dup\u0103 ce inima n-o s\u0103-mi mai sparg\u0103 pieptul.<\/p>\n
Nu este vorba doar de biatlon.
\nEste vorba despre O \u0163int\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Inima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, pl\u0103m\u00e2nii r\u0103m\u00e2neau f\u0103r\u0103 aer. Inima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, s\u00e2ngele \u00eemi inunda tot corpul. Inima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, ochii mi se roteau haotic. Inima \u00eemi sp\u0103rgea pieptul, picioarele \u00eemi \u00eengenunchiau. \u015ei \u0163inta era at\u00e2t de aproape. La exact 50 de metri. Ce folos ? O vedeam, dar \u00een cea\u0163\u0103. Nu puteam s\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ganduri"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergiumotreanu.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}